My thinking, is blinkered, my head begins to hurt,
So useless, and worthless, I’m buried in the dirt.
I’m prostrate, before you, falling to my knees,
Submissive, dismissive, help me wont you please?
So sorry, I worry, that this will drag you down,
Feel guilty, please be free, why don’t you let me drown.
You’re talking, keep going, it really is so kind,
Something, yet nothing, so I can free my mind.
These tired views, of past life, they slowly turn to hate,
I should ignore them, dissolve them, so they don’t seal my fate.
I’m hating, this mirror, because it distorts my eyes,
Keeps showing, me nothing, other than a life of lies.
The darkness, this greyness, it occupies my mind,
Without you, to love me, I’m feeling lost and blind!